Ahem.. Allow me..

Reading her blogs, I will speak of her as a third person to create a more dramatic effect..

Let me say first that whatever you have read about me in this blog is solely a rather sad and misunderstood perception of a man that was foreign and unfamiliar to Thai culture or perhaps even what other ppl thought about me then. Perhaps that I liked to drink and dance and enjoy myself was misconstrued as show off or even trying to attract attention. But bear in mind like any other foreigners I act like one and I didn't give a F*#k of ppl thought of me at that time. I was there to really enjoy myself and that I have just took a long leave from my work and I was there doing what any free spirited, adventure loving person would do.. travelling to foreign land and drinking cheap liquors.. Woo Hoo..

Well I met this girl, you know who.. When I was dancing with her, she said I was a "naughty man" and NOT "don't be naughty".. (I am so going to get into trouble.) Frankly I thought that I had a chance with her because well, I thought she liked me. Look at how guys could misunderstand girls. Man, now that I know what was in her mind, I am dead wrong.

Anyway, well for the next 3 months I tried to get to know her better.. Ok ok.. I went after her. She treated me like shit most of the time and boy.. was I smashed or what. I mean she really rubbed it in. She was with another guy at that time, ignored me and did many other embarassing stuffs to me. I had to remind myself to lift myself up and that I was in a land filled with other beauties.. I mean it was Thailand, the land of smiles and go go bars, and female escorts.. I told myself I should have been having fun and not give a crap about this girl. I cannot explain what made me went against my logical mind but the truth is I did give up. I thought I would have at least focus on other girls. And so I did what I wanted to do again. I flirted with her best friends girlfriends.. I was dancing with that girl and my hands were on her waist, Woo hoo lucky me.. Hehe (See, I am so in deep trouble).. My defence was, I was treated like shit by her. Well, back to the story. Her other friends kept slapping my hands and say "no, no, no.." They forbid me from holding her waist. I thought, ok.. maybe I went too far. Then the next thing.. guess what? She was dancing the same way with another Thai guy.. "Shit" I thought, "this was unfair" I guessed that they had something against me then.

Anyway I am lazy to continue now. Maybe next time I will continue to write my perspective of what REALLY happened. To just sum it up, I was really a misunderstood stranger that had good intentions but was hated by her and her friends. Man.. I have got to work on my social skills.