Juggling Life
Girlfriend, Boss, Future Mother in Law and housemate.. All of these people have different needs and expectations. It was once said that a man has to be able to write sonets, serenade his love, compose peotry, cook, clean after himself, do maths, manage & earn money, take care of children, fix the broken tap, buy groceries, does his job and deliver on time, drive a car, plan a holiday for someone and well survive without housemate paying his rent and all.. And yet still come out smiling. Of course this is my rendition of what was originally said by.. someone. But the point is somehow we must pull this through and not fret or complain. If we ever do so than we are considered weak, disorganised or worse lazy.. Some of this task is mundane and rather easy.
But when your boss gives you pressure to deliver, your girlfriend is away from home for the first time and she keeps crying and she is sick and she expects you to call to Japan with your already tight budget and also your housemate has not pay the rent and you cannot find where the hell is he.. I guess it kinda a burden for me already. And her mom is also coming on Monday to help me out to get a job in Thailand.. (I really appreciate that) but that means well, social expectations.. I think deep in my mind is I don't want to screw up.
Anyway, I must pull through this I tell myself. When is my pay coming?? 28th Aug it seems. but her mom is coming on the 27th!! Well good thing she will be landing here only at 10.30 pm. Means to hotel and nap nap hehe..
My housemate haven't pay his rent. Means I am short of RM250 and my bank.. No money. Wallet only some coins. This is going to be a sad weekend. No where to go and no money damn. On top of that, my dad calls and seems like he needs money from me. Sigh, the guilt is so heavy.
Boss says I have to deliver my work this Monday, that is why I am here at work today. Sigh, should spend less time writting this blog and get back to work. Just another sad story from a loser. Hope I can get through this. Something I have learnt; "see ler, try to be hero ler.. hero die young don't you know that?" That is what I get for trying to be more than I ever can be. try to be the strong shoulder for others.. I bang head on with walls.. Really hard..
But when your boss gives you pressure to deliver, your girlfriend is away from home for the first time and she keeps crying and she is sick and she expects you to call to Japan with your already tight budget and also your housemate has not pay the rent and you cannot find where the hell is he.. I guess it kinda a burden for me already. And her mom is also coming on Monday to help me out to get a job in Thailand.. (I really appreciate that) but that means well, social expectations.. I think deep in my mind is I don't want to screw up.
Anyway, I must pull through this I tell myself. When is my pay coming?? 28th Aug it seems. but her mom is coming on the 27th!! Well good thing she will be landing here only at 10.30 pm. Means to hotel and nap nap hehe..
My housemate haven't pay his rent. Means I am short of RM250 and my bank.. No money. Wallet only some coins. This is going to be a sad weekend. No where to go and no money damn. On top of that, my dad calls and seems like he needs money from me. Sigh, the guilt is so heavy.
Boss says I have to deliver my work this Monday, that is why I am here at work today. Sigh, should spend less time writting this blog and get back to work. Just another sad story from a loser. Hope I can get through this. Something I have learnt; "see ler, try to be hero ler.. hero die young don't you know that?" That is what I get for trying to be more than I ever can be. try to be the strong shoulder for others.. I bang head on with walls.. Really hard..
posted by Cal_el @ 10:04 PM
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