What is going on?

So long time , I did up any story in this blog. And he as well. After I wrote some story in Thai and made him feel sad because I wrote something he can not understand. After that topic, I don't have any emotion to write down the story any more.

I'm trainnee for Jalways. The airline company which I will be its cabin attendent soon. The trainning is very tough and tired. So many times I came back home and cried. So many times I think I did the wrong decision. But Larry has never been far. He always beside me and calls me every day. No matter how he feel bad at that day but he always try his best for making me feel better.

I know, I always think about myself, I always worry and nurvous about my job , my friends. I know, he should feel sad sometime. I know he always try to be here when I want him but how many times I try to be there for him.. How bad I am..

After we didn't see each other for 2 months. He will come to Thailand this weekend. So Exciting. Miss him a lot.